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About Me Member Angelina Jolie Fetishist Vladimir Kruzchev [Kevin Smith]18/Male/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Missing them...

Thu Sep 10, 2009, 5:24 AM
Life kindof sucks. To the 'enth degree.

It seems like every one of my friends has drifted from my life... I still, however, am lucky enough to have been able to keep my closet friends. Thank god. As long as I have them, I should be fine, but that doesn't mean I won't still be worried...

What's more? The five people in this world that I like, are all unlikeable. Am I looking for love in the wrong place? All I want is to be... loved again. Call me a wuss. Call me sappy. I really just don't care. I want to be held by them. The one exspecially...

What should I do? I try to press on, but ignoring my problems is only making them appear more often. I am in love someone impossible to love and if I reveal it, I will be left for solitude to get the best of me...

But the more I surpress it, the more I lose sleep. I think this person kindof likes me too, but then again...

I don't know anymore. I am lost with not a guidance light, but...

... I know...

... I'm not alone.

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My Friends:
:iconanimefrk95::iconbubblecrabremix::iconchoke-x::iconfuuuuu::iconjeremymendoza::iconkaoru-chan::iconlady-chika::iconmonisaku::iconneigo-raven::iconpip-pirrup::iconpizzarash::iconsketchiskuirrel::iconyoukaiyume::iconhagane85::iconurusa-obaka::iconloxymoxy:

Joined Clubs:
:iconhella-toes::iconhere-to-help::iconutada-club::iconyuffie-kisaragi-club:

My Clubs:
:iconhella-boots:

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  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: You're Not Here - Akira Yamaoka
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: My hearts rate.
  • Playing: FFVIII and FFVII
  • Eating: Nothing, but hungry.
  • Drinking: My tears. LOL - Kidding. Totally emo.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: What's that matter?
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium. Large for sweaters.
  • Print preference: Dont' plan on printing.
  • Interests: Video Games, manga, anime and music.
  • Favourite movie: Underworld and Silent Hill. Sometimes Catwoman (LOL Wade).
  • Favourite band or musician: Oasis, Dir en grey, Goo Goo Dolls.
  • Favourite genre of music: 90's (Damn you Wade) and stuff.
  • Favourite artist: CLAMP
  • Favourite poet or writer: Me.
  • Favourite photographer: Right now? Moxam.
  • Favourite style of art: Anime, urban. Whatever looks cool.
  • Operating System: Windows XP.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: Conch?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Mine, of course.
  • Skin of choice: Isn't that a bit racist?
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts II, FFVIII and FFXII
  • Favourite gaming platform: Action & Adventure, MMORPG, and RPG.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Roxas. No Axel included. No thanks, yaoi.
  • Personal Quote: If I we're to have the patience, would it really hold hope in the end?
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, eraser, paper, and music. Sometimes photoshop.

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Comments


:iconauracomics:
thanks for your fave! :)

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auracomics.com
:iconx-fakesmile-x:
no probs! :hug:

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"Hey guys! Look! It's the Wind Waker fish!" - Wade, Kate, Bree
:iconhagane85:
oh yeah I failed to mention I just bought a KH2 t-shirt at Hot Topic last night >3

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If you don't like what I have to say then I will have no choice but to throw cake at you and proceed to insult you some more.

Just shut up and walk, dear.

ぼくはゲゲゲの鬼太郎!
:iconx-fakesmile-x:
YOU BITCH! REALLY? Is... is it cool? O_O *Salivates*

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:steaming::bored::eyepopping::w00t::date:
:iconhagane85:
XD It is, it's the group pic that's on the cover of the instruction manual. B-but...I spilled soda on it when I went to the movie theater. T_T

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If you don't like what I have to say then I will have no choice but to throw cake at you and proceed to insult you some more.

Just shut up and walk, dear.

ぼくはゲゲゲの鬼太郎!
:iconx-fakesmile-x:
GUH. poor dear. is it still... make-out-able?

and not the kisskissie way.

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:steaming::bored::eyepopping::w00t::date:
:iconhagane85:
lol it can come clean, it's just a soda stain.

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If you don't like what I have to say then I will have no choice but to throw cake at you and proceed to insult you some more.

Just shut up and walk, dear.

ぼくはゲゲゲの鬼太郎!

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